#upgrade

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#funemployment

you know, i will never say I am not grateful for something, seeing as i learn a lot from all types of situations - the ones that suck, like my cousin dying at age 13, the ones that are amazing, like marrying the man of my dreams or moving to oahu.

lets talk about funemployment.

so.  this, for me, means i am between jobs and utilizing my vacation time to get a break between jobs.  i don't know that my previous company would like me announcing that, but hey.  i agreed to stay an extra MONTH to help my boss out (nope, nothing about how they cannot live without me or need me to stay.  she was going on vacation and there was no one to cover).  so for that, i negotiated my last few days vacation at the end of those thirty days.

this decision to leave my company was not made lightly, and really, probably is a bit rash and foolish. we do not have a lot of savings, we have credit card debt, and rent on oahu is three times our mortgage payment in arizona.  a gallon of milk, yes, is $6 for the cheap stuff.  so smart? no.  necessary?  yes.  then...when i put in my notice, they didn't even say thank you for the year i have worked my butt off.  guess i have to manage my expectations a bit better...

i am going to open a practice, i said.

i am going to change the world, i said.

then?  boom.  job opportunity out of nowhere.  i mean NOWHERE.  they came after me and talked about how much they have heard about me and i'm a good fit and would i please consider it.  so i did.  and i am.  and then the woman making the decision went on vacation for five days prior to an official offer.

whoa.  FUNEMPLOYMENT.  here i come!  everyone should follow their dreams...everyone should take a risk. never know what lurks on the other side...

xo

#excited

life is amazing, isn't it?

really.  i mean, at the drop of a dime, so many things can change, push us, pull us, drop us to our knees.  i'm constantly amazing at the power and beauty of it all.  today, i got up, got ready, took the dogs out, kissed my husband goodbye, and headed out the door. and in a week, all of that is going to change. 

we have the power to create and be the person that we want to be.  we know the answers, most of the time; we just need the push or shove or boot to the ass to actually follow through with it.  one thing that has worked for me is reading the book "Excuse Me, Your Life is Waiting" by Lynn Grabhorn.  If you're a "power of positive thinking" person, the book is for you.

the premise is simple, and for me, one long plane ride (honolulu to washington dc) was all i needed to be inspired and changed by the simplicity of the concept.  really...our energy is out there.  we exude positive or negative vibes all the time...most of the time without realizing it.  and in that, friends, is great power.

today i'm choosing to put positive, vibrant, ecstatic energy out in the hopes that opportunities i have been waiting for come join my positivity.  i'm all in.

come join me.

#newlife

i really thought this job was my new life.

turns out i was wrong.

this job was a stepping stone to the life i was meant to live.  really.  i could talk about the nasty management meetings, the having to confront my bosses, the whatever, but the truth is, i am so grateful to what this job has taught me about myself and what i do not want.  i know they think i was happy there and i was, for much of the time i was there, but wow.  a weight will come off my shoulders when i walk out the door next week.

look at this life i lead.

it. is. amazing.  that sunset!

i'm grateful for the journey of the last year and i'm grateful for change.

OH.  AND THE BEST NEWS?

our best friends are moving here next year.  yesssss.  its true.  kristen and jason will officially be hawaii residents in august of 2015.  i can't wait.  ready to live our crazy, dog filled life with us?  c'mon.  it'll be entertaining at least.

xo
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#change

change.

you know.  CHANGE.

I really did set off to make this about me, and it has been about me, really, representative of who I am and how I deal with stuff/crap/things.  so the lesson learned this year is...

I don't focus enough on my blog.  sorry guys.

we have done fancy, really...swanky soiree where we could not even dream about making a bid in the silent auction.

we have done cheap....wehavetoeatprepackagedramenforaweekcausewespentallofourmoney...

we have done busy, the weeks where you're so tired you cannot even feed the dogs.

but we've been real.  and that's all i ask for.  so now my commitment is recharged and re-motivated.

lets go change the world, eh?  you with me?

xo